Tuesday, July 1, 2014

overflown with nostalgia......

Medical Definition of Nostalgia: A wistful or excessively sentimental sometimes 
abnormal yearning for return to or of some past period or irrecoverable condition.

[photos from here]

nothing belongs to me
there is nothing mine in me

i dont belong to here or anywhere
nothing i own is mine

my emotions are not mine
my mind is from another life
the soul is passing through

when i let go of clinging mind
when i let go of my ever moving emotions
all things become just as they are
in their true essence 
nothing stays or goes

i become free

Monday, June 30, 2014


all I see is a blue wall
an ocean of blue flowers

I say dear blue dear blue...
catch my every tear
save me from my doubts
swallow me up in blue
help me touch the clouds 
as I breathe in what's true

the blue say...
the words will come on cue
if you let them be true

I got lost in a blue monday
I got lost in the thought of ....
why did she have to go away?

come back blue sky 
put a smile on my face  

come back blue sky...

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

i accept that......

.......there’s a lot i don’t know.

when going through the pain of a loss......

they say.....
it’s like a lighting shakes the foundation of the ground.
now you question everything
your identity, who you are, why you are here, why you are alive.....

they say.....
we realize that we no longer have control over what happens to us
we realize that what we once thought we knew.... no longer we can know.
we realize all that we are not, and less about what we think we are or what we know.

they say.....
there is great freedom in such.....
it helps us to meet life’s adversity with courage.

they say.....
be good to yourself while you heal.

all i know......
i want to heal to meet life with courage again.